This morning, despite me denying the obvious, I got my period.
To say that I am disappointed is a bit of a understatement. I have wanted kids for so long, but always put off trying with my husband because we werent ready enough. But now...I am ready.
So why isnt it happening?
Every single symptom or twinge in my stomach, I search for answers online, hoping to find some ray of light which will prove that yes, I am on pregnant. But none has kept me away from the obvious, it hasnt happened yet.
My mom says that I shouldnt stress and that could contribute to me not being able to concieve and added that it took her a year before she got pregnant with me. This doesnt help me. If i cant handled two months of waiting, how on earth am I meant to handle 12 months of it?
I know I have to be patient, but you can probably tell now that that is not my strong point. Oh well, I will have to try to move on and accept that it will take a lot longer than I had originally thought.
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